Journal 3/31

After moving to the white house I feel like I am losing family and friends. I am so proud of Abe, but I want to be with my family and their point of view too. When my sister came to me crying because her husband died in the war I think my family may need me. I feel bad for her and I would like to be there for her but she and I are on different sides. Fighting against the side my family is on is hard if I have them over to the white house then people start rumors that I am telling them the secrets from the war, but if I do not see them then I will only have Abe to lean on. That is not a bad thing it is just that I need some more people that I can trust in my life.